Monday, June 13, 2011

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

You know one of those moment where you're in public, sitting at a cafe by yourself perhaps, or at the office on your computer, and then something compels you to cry, and you try very hard to resist, but you can't. Your vision becomes blurry with tears and you feel your nose tingling and your ears heating up and you can't stop it. You take deeeeeeep looooong breaths and try to psycho yourself with happy thoughts. You play this mental war game with yourself called "STOP CRYING NOW". But somehow that something that makes you cry just takes over your mind and then you break down.

This one just did that to me.

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep. This is their mission statement:
To introduce remembrance photography to parents suffering loss of a baby with the free gift of professional portraiture. We believe these images serve as an important step in the family's healing process by honoring their child's legacy.

I typed 'legacy' wrong 15 times because of blurred vision. I couldn't even get pass their mission statement, I don't think I'm strong enough today to read through their stories, I know I'll be breaking down at the end of every sentence.

It's not just breaking down in tears. You have to 'climax'. You know that right? The point-of-no-return where you just decided to let it ALL out. Go vocal if you like. Then after that, you feel better while gasping for breath.

I had to watch Robert Pattinson say funny things to distract me.I will be making several attempts to browse that website again.

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